Memory Pages

Memories of my life that will have
TRIGGERING information within the stories.

So If your not in a safe place please back out now!

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ABOUT LOVE

Some people are blessed with Love. Others strive so hard to be Loved.

Like myself so little love in my life. Tears cry in my heart an soul

daily for a fulfilling Love to feel my life daily.

I have tried so hard to find such a Love.

My heart aching for Love. I have always thought Love was given

freely. Sharing myself and soul with so many young people trying

to show them unconditional love. That all deserve in there life.

I feel without Love in ones life, it is hard to carry on. Such a task,

sometimes forgetting what it feels like to be truly loved without

questions.

Some people like me turn to other things to feel this emptiness.

Such as drugs, alcohol, sex, to numb the feelings of loneliness.

But when the high is over there it is again staring you in the face

once again. Knowing there is no one to hold you when you

feel sad an down again.

I know so much of my depression is caused due to not knowing Love

from my parents being separated through there ignorance. My

Loneliness from this has been so painful for me mentally, an physically.

Having tried so many times to stop this pain of emptiness by suicide.

But never helping me but making things worse really.

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